Do you think some people get to chose when they go? Like after a while they get sick or get old and after fighting life for so long they just say “okay it’s time” and then die? Or do you think death just happens and we don’t get any choice in the matter even if you try to kill yourself? Sometimes I wonder how I lived even though I’ve over dosed 4 times. I wonder why I’m here. There are people who deserve to live more than I do fighting to have just one more day, and four times I failed trying to kill myself. Why do I get to still be here when they die?